it is really amazing that peope spent so much effort to 'try' to be indifferent-only try, try to blend with people and backgrounds because it is just safer and comfortable.

It is even more amazing taht the same person try so hard to be different, putting himself/herself away from all the norm..so that he/she still has his/her dignity to live.

strange har. how conflict.

go and look at people on the train..on the street.

go and feel their effort they spent so that no one see them. no one will come near them..look at how fearful they are to open their heart to people and to themself.

great sadness grow in me when i see the amount of energy spent on pretending we are someone else. pretending we dont care. we dont need love, pretending we love ourself enough. haha

people people.